Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Subconscious Sadism

Do I have multiple personalities?
Do I secretly enjoy other's pain?
Am I insane enough to cause another harm even if it were to hurt me in the process?
The answer is yes.
Though I hate it to be true, I have thought about it and I do.
I am driving myself crazy.
How else could it explain my habit of laughing after hearing that someone had died?
Why else would I make a problem, get someone to help me and and turn it back onto them, ruining their life?
There is no other explanation, I am insane and I have no choice to accept it.
But then again, does it matter?
Everyone is insane, it's those who admit it does it make them different from the others.

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