Strange.

Even though I'm away from it all.
All the hatred, all my worries.
Are gone temporarily.
I know it will return very shortly.

But even in this short break,
I feel something's not quite right.
The feeling that everyone's angry at me somehow.
The feeling I did something I shouldn't.
Even though I didn't.
The feeling that I'm being blocked out, ignored.

The feeling you get when even the most simplest of things seems to harm you.

Is this paranoia?

Or am I just insane?

Perhaps it's both.

Something's not right. And in my current isolation I cannot find out what.